It feels horrible to be forgotten.
Am I kidding myself? Over the years I should have probably gotten used to it. But that one moment, I really felt my heart falling into an endless abyss. After that I decided that I should make myself invisible. Because that is just how I am thought as at that point of time.
It is very nice of the 3 of them to help me gain some attention though. I am really thankful. But that is precisely what made me feel worse about myself.
Going there a choice I made willingly. Hence I shouldn't expect anything at all & I wasn't expecting anything at all too. Only until I was the only person left out.
But oh well. At least things turned out the way I wanted. & I am so exhausted now I should just sleep & start clearing my backlog tomorrow.
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